pearly white

i'm so depressed. i starting crying in the middle of wal-mart and i had to walk away and hide amongst the baby clothes to collect myself.

these days happiness is fleeting and completely circumstantial.

i seriously can't go on like this. something has got to give.


EDIT// i just deleted 90% of the meat of this blog because it was unfit for the www. i knew i would regret it as soon as i hit "post." anyway, tonight i am semi-proud of myself. while in the depths of the weeping and gnashing of teeth i decided to look outside myself and do something nice for someone else. after i completing my deed of service i feel a little (not completely) better and my tears are all dried up. this font looks like it is getting bigger and bigger.