self-destruct

today may have been the worst day of the semester. i did nothing productive (big no-no during finals week). i saw a dog get hit by a car. i dropped hunter at the airport and then came home and slept for a couple hours trying to kick this awful mood. my dreams were wrought with visions of trisha coming back and hunter cheating on me, both were depressing to remember when i woke up. THEN i realize its snowing outside and my depression deepens. then i went to get my hair done, was at the salon from 5pm to 930pm, during which i look at my phone and notice a missed call from hunter who is now in Indianapolis. anyway, this cheered me up a bit and i called him back promptly in hopes he would say something cute like "i miss you already" or i would even settle for a classic "i love you," nay, instead it was "guess where i am?! hooters?!" needless to say, after a long, pms-y, depressing day, this did not resonate well with me . BUT i did not have even a moment to express this because obviously he was too preoccupied to talk to me and basically hung up after that. alright so, i stick it out at the salon and the towel comes off and lo and behold i HATE my hair. its orange and smells bad. so i pay a lot of money and leave the salon with horrible horrible hair and come home to sit alone in my PJs.

anyway, tomorrow morning i have to go buy tampons and then go to a review and then go get my hair fixed and avoid calls from my boyfriend who is on probation right now. then i will pack and write papers and study for tests until my brain falls out and then go to sleep and hopefully avoid bursting into tears.

oh heavens, please let the weather be nice tomorrow or i fear i will self-destruct.

stuffaubreylikes.com

i wish i had one of those cool trendy blogs that are written in second or third person (you know with the indefinite or generic referents) and are about boring things written in a clever way to make them interesting. you all know what i'm talking about, and a few of you even have posted attempts at it, characterized by unnatural sounding diction and google images splattered throughout. instead, my blog is just a collegiate version of my whiney high-school livejournal. oh well, may as well indulge.

mmm right now i could really go for some beef jerky. or some charleston chews.

like a black widow

sometimes i wish i had other people's problems. i'm so sick of mine.


you know what i mean?

yeah, delete

significant things have been happening that i have neglected to post about...

1. took my first ride on a motorcycle
2. bought a new camera
3. got paid to watch general conference (saturday session at work)
4. swore to never eat a doughnut again in my life
5. i wrote out the words "i love you"
6. watched a cat puke in my aunt's yard
7. checked the weather in Vienna on a regular basis

yeah so, some of those things (#3+) weren't really all that significant but i felt inclined to share them because they popped into my head.

tomorrow i need to call my dad, do a bajillion hours of homework, meet up with some guy to fix my computer, go to sushi with trisha, clean my room, buy a memory card for my camera, buy chocolate covered cinamin bears, and do more homework.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i just laughed for an hour

hahahahahaha

don't ask me how i found that.

rilo kiley, have you been reading my diary?

And sometimes when you're on
You're really on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy